Friday, January 11, 2013

Joys of Christmas

Christmas 2012 was definitely special, 
but a bit different, in that I worked both Christmas Eve and Christmas night. 
But in my house, Christmas can happen any day of year. So Christmas this year consisted of little bits of fun in the midst of sleep for me. And lots of snuggling those sweet NICU babies as I prayed for them and cared for them.

Grandma's house Christmas morning is the one part of Christmas that always happens at the same time, due to the sheer volume of people that come. I love the chaos that ensues when we get my mom's four brothers and families and cousins together. Nothing like it.

and nothing like her christmas tree.
 my grandma is the cutest. and my mom is the other cutest.

 of course J and Carly have to have their photo shoot. 
 i love my mom. i was about to fall over from sleepiness and joy at this point :)
 it's not christmas without these yummies from grandma.
 my ladies. four muskateers.
 did i mention this girl is my new {and old} TRAVEL BUDDY?!

J had some get-togethers with his fam over the few days I was working also, which I don't have pictures of.
Our Christmas together with our families happened December 26th. 
{after work... i didn't really dress up for photos this year :)}

 one thing i realized in this photo series is that we look like crazy dog people. we didn't have our Sammy to calm things down this year, and my goodness, these three young lads sure know how to get 
in. the. middle. of. everything.
steve was so sweet to go into work a little late and put his robe on to emulate christmas morning.
we made carly a photo book of Ava's first year. :)
j got a rad cute little ladder.
snuggle/play time with uncle john.
 i love my mommy, says ava penney. {her new nickname}
 us and our kids. just wait til there are real kids. oh goodness.
 finally they were tired.
 emma loves her grandma. {both of them}. little snuggle bug.
 watch dog x 3

Then we went home and I went to sleep. 
That evening, we went to J's parents for yummy pizza and dessert and presents. 
Christmas part 3!!
somehow we didn't get quite as many pictures here. but there was just as much love.

I love love love Christmas. Hopefully next year I will be a little less tired through the whole thing {although I'm thinking this may be the way of a hospital nurse, which I'm ok with!},
but I am definitely thankful for family to share it with.
And I am thankful for the Savior who was born that day in Bethlehem to save us all.
Best gift ever!!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

These sisters are headed Home!

Guess who booked their tickets to Italy yesterday??


 WE DID!!!


We're headed out on a jet plane in ten weeks, and we are STOKED!


 Look out, Italy, because these Italian sisters are heading home!!

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

My only Caretaker

Tonight in studying Psalm 121, I realized something.

God is the Maker of heaven and earth.
He is the Protector of Israel and the Protector of each of his children. 
He protects me.
He never slumbers or sleeps. He never gets tired. He never closes his eyes or rests even for a second. He is constantly aware and constantly with us.

I know this truth. Thank you Lord for being my protector and the Maker of the heavens and this earth. Thank you for never sleeping.

But I realized something new.

He cares for me. He tends to me. He protects me.
And he has never entrusted anyone else with this job.

He entrusted Adam to tend to the garden in Genesis 2:15
But he did not entrust anyone to tend to Adam.
Not angels, not even the mightiest of angels.
God tends to Adam.

And God tends to me. God loves me and you so deeply that he himself cares for his children.

I am so thankful to serve a God who truly deeply loves, cares for, and protects his children. 

Lord, thank you for never slumbering. Thank you for being aware of everything always.
Regardless of the circumstances I encounter or the feelings I feel, I know that you are the one who is tending to me. You are the one who cares for me.
I am humbled to be your child.

"I lift my eyes toward the mountains. Where will my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.
He will not allow your foot to slip; your Protector will not slumber.
Indeed, the Protector of Israel does not slumber or sleep.
The Lord protects you; the Lord is a shelter right by your side.
The sun will not strike you by day or the moon by night.
The Lord will protect you from all harm; He will protect your life.
The Lord will protect your coming and going both now and forever."
Psalm 121:1-8 (HCSB)

This is most definitely my next passage to commit to memory.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

2013: Where am I Headed?

Every new year brings with it fresh starts and feelings of renewed spirits and purpose. This year is no different, and so I like to take advantage of this time to look ahead to where I am headed this year. John and I spent time on NYE writing down some goals {hopes and plans} that we'd like to see happen this year. I love how that time connects us and always brings us closer as we have a shared purpose and focus.

Instead of numbering them, we just categorized them. I'll share a few.

Travel:
- We are headed to Maui at the end of this month to celebrate our 5-year anniversary!
- John has a conference in Portland in May he'd like to go to... and I'd like to go too. We've seen Fall and Winter there, so this way we could see Spring!
- Carly and I are planning a trip to Italy this year... I could not be more excited. It's kinda a life dream for me, since we're Italian and all. I'd love to see my bestie over on Crete while we're at it. Nothing is booked yet... we better get on it.
- We'd like to get out to West Virginia to see Sam and Valinda and their new life and home out there :).
- We want to take a fall/winter trip and we love weather... so we are planning to head to Whitefish, MT for some fun later this year! Random but so so beautiful. And then we can check "Montana" off our "states we haven't seen" list. :)
- We have friends pretty close by (as in a few hours north) we would really like to visit this year if we can.

House and Financial:
- We've gotta buy and install our mantel and touch up some baseboards to complete our projects from last year.
- Save some money {we have a number} before kiddies come into play.
- Make significant dent in school loans.

Business:
- We've got a fun small business up our sleeves that we are really excited about {more of that to come!} but hopefully we can get that started pretty soon, if everything works out.
- J has a couple work conferences he'd like to go to, and I think I'll stay close to home this year and attend the day-conference for SCANN in San Diego this winter.

Life Together:
- Continue our involvement in our small bible study with friends.
- And maybe work on expanding our family later this year? :)
- Continued growth in marriage as we learn how to love each other even deeper and fuller.

Life Apart [me]:
- I would like to craft more {always}.
- Blog frequently {oh woe is "Moments 2012" .....}
- Gym gym gym... healthy living 2013.
- Complete a bible study on my own {I've started going through the Psalms and am really excited}.
- Invest in friendships in special ways.
- Be humbled and grow in wisdom, grace, and truth.

Lord, lead me on the journey of this year. I can't wait to see where you take me.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

2012: Looking Back

John and I spent New Years Eve at home snuggled with blankets, a fire, candle, glasses of peach sparkling wine, and our pens and tablets reflecting on all that has happened this past year, discussing goals met and goals for this next year.

{What I really mean: I snuggled with blankets... J did not. I was disappointed to find the sparkling wine was not as good as I was anticipating -- yes Carly it was the one you told me about so many times!! Pens and tablets actually means respective laptops with a shared word doc we were editing together about our goals... but pens and tablets sounds so much cozier. :) It turns out I didn't actually set any written goals for this past year, so it was more of a looking back at goals for J and life events for both of us. And I'd prefer to call our goals for this year 'plans' ... and 'desires'. I'm a bit over the 'goal' thing. I wasn't a soccer player growing up... yes waterpolo, but that's beside the point.}

OK... now that we have gotten those clarifications out of the way... :)

2012 was a really full year. Mostly great and some hard times. But isn't that how every year goes?

So you have a recap through July. {But, since I forgot I already did that... I already typed all of the below... so much of this is overview. Sorry about that. I just can't delete it after I wrote it, ya know?}

So, another and continued recap:

J and I did quite the mini house remodel in January... through March. I already told you about this, but what did we do? Demolished tile, pulled a TON of wood off our fireplace and 15 foot ceiling, re-drywalled in many needed areas behind that wood (and the hole from when J fell through the ceiling... don't worry, he's fine and it was in the laundry room), re-painted... and then re-painted with a different color, re-tiled, installed 16 new light fixtures (which includes re-running all new wiring... which is a lot of work), re-carpeted the house, and re-baseboarded (is that a word? It went with all the other "re"s.) everything. So, this kept us quite busy during that time. We are beyond thankful to have that all behind us and now just have a few touch up items... like paint touch ups and getting a real live mantel! Don't worry... we are almost done. I learned (well, I knew this, but it was again true in this case) that house projects always take longer than you think. And I also learned that my husband is a rockstar and can do ANYTHING! He did everything all. by. himself. And it looks amazing.

We both made huge job changes. I am beyond blessed and excited to be doing what I believe the Lord has called me to and gifted me toward. And it is so special to be able to pray for children brand new to the world as I care for them and their families. John went back to work at Point Loma Nazarene University as the Network Engineer. He now has the further commute and I have the short one, which I of course am loving. We both count ourselves blessed to have work. I even went to my first professional conference with my friend and coworker this year!

My sister graduated college in May (GOOO SISSY!), so we went to celebrate her and stayed at a really fun and classy hotel {inn?} overnight also. It was so fun to celebrate her and have a little getaway with the family.
With that came Ava, the cutest little labrador puppy ever. She and Baker and Emma are becoming quite the little friends, although Baker still is jealous of her.

We visited Temecula (a bit north of us) for our friends' Chris and Katie's wedding, which was the start of a really special friendship. Since then, we started a bible study with them and our friend Paul, and have grown to be really great friends with all of them. Katie is a nurse also and she and I have similar interests, and these three guys couldn't be more similar. I think the similarities really bonded us all, compounded with our love for Jesus.

J's brother Sam and his wife Valinda moved from Northern California to West Virginia, where she is from, and Sam became a police officer. They came to visit this summer, which we loved. We miss them tons but are really excited for them and all the new adventures they get to have in their new cute home with their sweet {not-so} puppy Syd.

It is baby season in our friends' lives and this year we welcomed many little ones to families. Mark and Katie had baby Colton, Brandon and Sarah had baby Aubrey, Dwain and Jaclyn had baby Evie, and Joe and Ali had baby Joey just last week. What joys to watch special people who love Jesus get to see His love in a new way through these precious children.

Our big trip this year was back to Oregon to visit our most special friends, Mark and Katie, and their children Elle and Colton. We love the Ritter family. We loved every moment we got to spend with them and every moment of our time in Oregon. We also got to see my childhood friend Casey and her sweet husband Jake, who also recently moved to Oregon! It was so fun to catch up with them and hear about how much they love living there. We reallllllly like Oregon. Not now... but it's not ruled out in the long term :).

Needless to say, we have been so blessed this year. So much learned, so much still to learn. But I'm thankful for the family and friends I get to do life with, the man I get to walk life beside, and the Heavenly Father that never ever fails.

God is good! Happy new year!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Reflections: On Blogging

Well how did that happen. 
2012 came and went and only 21 blog posts were written. 
Since this is a new year, I won't reflect on that fact.
Regardless, I'm hoping to be more intentional about writing this year.
About life. About goals. About dreams. About moments. About lessons learned.
I want to write because I can. 
Writing has always been a challenge for me {the journaling kind, although I never liked the paper kind either}
I've learned that although blogging seems faster and funner since I can add pictures and make backgrounds cute and pull fun fonts... it is still a discipline.
But I think it's an important one. 
I think there is value in writing the blessings of the days.
Because I want to remember. I want to look back and see the hand of God in my life even when I didn't necessarily see it in the moment. 
I realized how many times the Lord blessed me this past year. 
And I saw it.
But I want to share.
So, I am going to try again.
And I'm going to think less and write more. Sometimes I think the thinking gets in the way of the writing.
Especially with all the other "pretty" blogs out there... so many people are such better and more sophisticated writers than me, I feel.
But, this is my blog. This is where my thoughts go. So the rest of that doesn't matter.

Because I'm more of an external processor... these are some newer formed thoughts. I'm not sure what direction God has me or moments headed in this year, but I am ready for whatever may come.
Besides, I think some big things may be happening this year. And I want to share. :)

Happy 2013 friends! Here's to sharing life and remembering moments!

the McGoverns: Jordanna, John, Luigi (the cockatiel), Baker (cute round face), and Emma (in the center)