Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Life as I've Known It: the Recap {Jan-July}

Well hello, July. It's nice to see you... 
except you mean we are already 9 months into 2012. 
that means I have not even posted one blog per month average.
i.     a. m.     l. a. m. e.

-- so a quick life update with the basics of what has happened since 2012 --

January
John and I celebrated our 4th wedding anniversary.
We also launched a season of home improvement projects 
{read: we tore the house apart... and then had to figure out how to put it back together :)}

February
We shared many meals with many friends and I celebrated pregnancies of friends.
We continued our home remodeling.

March
My dear college roomie married her new bestie.
We continued remodeling.
J and I traded in our vehicles for a gorgeous F150 and cute green focus.
J flew to Oregon for a job interview and to visit our best friends.
I got a promotion at work and said goodbye to the family I've grown to love {at least goodbye to daily hellos}

April
I began working full time as RN Case Manager.
J got a job offer for his previous position at Point Loma... and took it
{read: we decided to stay in San Diego!}
We attempted to close out our remodeling project... minus a few loose ends.
J's brother and sister in law moved from San Jose back to West Virginia where she is from.

May
We had a bible study reunion when Katie and baby Elle came to town from Oregon.
My beautiful sister grew up and graduated college and we celebrated quite a bit.
We went to our friend's wedding and I finally met his beautiful bride {aka: my twin}.
My sister got a puppy... which means we gained a niece!! 

June
I interviewed for and received an offer for my dream job... a NICU nurse.
The puppies got summer cuts.
Sam and Valinda visited and we had a lot of fun hanging with them.
We celebrated J's 26th birthday.
Steve won 2 grammys for the amazingly awesomely creative commercial he crafted.
I finished out my time at Western Health HomeCare {love those girls}.

July
I had a bit of downtime between jobs in which I obtained a gym membership, went shopping, saw the Padres play, and hung out with my sister a lot. Thank you God for vacation :)
I discovered Wicked, the musical. I am in love. Go see it... you must. It is anything but wicked.
I started my new job as a NICU nurse at Sharp Grossmont Hospital.

It has been a crazy few seasons of change, challenge, blessing, and joy.
I have been reminded time and time again that God is so SO faithful!

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Capture the Moments: Ava

Meet my sister's precious puppy {and my favorite niece of all time}.
Meet Ava.




Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Looking through lenses

Some days, I see intricacy... in the details of flower petals, the grains of sand, the cells that make up the human body.

Some days, I see power and might... in the fierce winds, the strong crash of the waves against the ocean rocks, the hovering storm as nightfall comes.

Some days, I see creativity and art... in the painted sky daily turning to various colors of the sunset, the many types of people in the world, the way my cockatiel's feathers perfectly lay and then so quickly fan out to allow for flight.

Some days, I see pain... in the chronically sick children I visit on a daily basis as a nurse, the heartbreak of a marriage once filled with love and now broken, the face of one receiving the news of a loved one passing.

Some days, I see healing... in the linking of hands of a marriage that has stood firm through trials, the clean brain scan in the little girl with a history of more than one tumor, the rushing river after a drought.

Some days, I see uncertainty... in the college girl desperate to discover her purpose and His purpose for her, the divided sky of white puffiness and dark grey, the cars just reaching the sudden traffic just before they see the accident ahead.

Some days, I see details. Other days, the big picture.

Some days, I see people. Other days, natural things.

Some days, I see all of these things. Other days, my eyes feel blind and I see nothing.
And still other days, I don't know what I see.

But everyday, I see God's faithfulness.

He is Faithful.

I am thankful that even when days seem to waver in consistency,

I can put my faith in the One who is Constant.

"Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful."
{Hebrews 10:23}

He is Risen

Sunday was Easter.
Sunday I celebrated the birth of my faith in Jesus Christ, the Living God.

To celebrate the day, we went to church

followed by a coffee date, just J and me, and then home to pick up the pups for our Easter extravaganza!

followed by fun with my family at Easter brunch
[hello honeybaked {scrumptious} ham!]
My mom and sister dyed eggs and Carly wrote some amazing little egg messages for me. :)
The puppies enjoyed their time with their auntie.
I enjoyed my tea time with mom.
The boys enjoyed touring J's new truck.

followed by Easter dinner at J's parents'... yay for turkey and stuffing! mmm
Emma enjoyed burying and unburying her ball[s].
We chatted with J's grandmas and filled in everyone on anything new in the life of J&J.

And, of course, we took family photos. 
The handheld-on-the-old-iphone kind.
[J's grandmas made my day in this photo]

I am so thankful for our family. We really do have the best family.
We are so blessed to celebrate the resurrection of our Savior together with family who celebrates with us. 
Jesus Is Alive!

Monday, February 20, 2012

3-day for the Cure: Day Three

It's here.
The day we've all been waiting for.
Day Three!
The final day of our three-day journey.

Mom and I woke up at 5am (well, we woke up lots of times, but officially at 5) to start getting ready.
We weren't gonna miss leaving with our group this morning!
Not to mention having to pack all our stuff, including our tent.
Thank goodness for my heroic stepdad who swooped in to save the day and take our stuff home.
[there was no way all our stuff was getting back into those little duffel bags, which Steve and J zipped in the first place for us]

We love Steve!

Team Supergirls! Even though we hardly got to walk with them, we really liked them.
They welcomed us onto their team so quickly and so last-minute.

On our way!!

It rained for about an hour or two right towards the beginning... which might have been one of the funnest parts. The speed and swiftness with which each walker pulled out their pancho and put it on while still walking was amazing. Everyone had their pancho on in a matter of 5 minutes. It took me a little longer... turns out panchos are a little confusing! :) Thank goodness for mom to help me!

 Smile Guy and Little Grin -- our favorite cheer team and so faithful to come out, even in the rain.

Before we knew it, the rain stopped and we found ourselves on the highway walking over Mission Bay.

Not only did we walk 60 miles, we carried about 20 pounds of stuff each!
But we loved our packs. They saved us more than once!

Months before the walk, we dreamed of stopping at Starbucks along the route and taking our drinks to go. Well, we never passed a Starbucks. [can you believe it?!?!] But... once we headed into Downtown, we found ourselves a Pete's. Which is so much better! We were so happy!

We tracked down our buddy Mike for a photo towards the end of the walk. We met him on one of our training walks and he was such a cheerleader for us through training and the whole walk. He was a part of the crew. Crew rocked!

Our favorite lady Harley rider / traffic girl / crew member. She would sing to us with her radio blasting all throughout the three days. She happened to get to direct one of our last intersections to cross. Mom and I want to be like her when we grow up. :)

Three days...
60 miles...
WE MADE IT!!! 
Our first photo after we crossed the finish line :)

After we all got to Petco Park, the walkers spent a little time together. 
Then we lined up to begin the march to the closing ceremony. 
That was an amazing walk.
All of the incredible police officers were there cheering.

Thousands of people completed this walk together. And we got to stand with our fellow walkers and family and friends and celebrate life and an incredible accomplishment. 
 One 3-day tradition is when the Breast Cancer survivors walk in, we all lift our shoes in the air. It truly was amazing to see thousands of people lifting their shoes together. [it sounds funny, but trust me, it was cool]

Me and my incredible teammate/mom.

We made one friend, Leti, who was the sweetest most free-spirited girl. We loved getting to know her. She signed up to walk by herself, so it was fun that we met each other because it meant she wasn't alone.

A few of our favorite San Jose cops

And... family time! My sister was the best cheerleader we could have asked for.

 She even made a personalized shirt for us!                                                        

 Family photo. I am so thankful for my family and how supportive they were to us.

So, what did we learn?

- every day is a treasure. rejoice in each day. for we are not guaranteed tomorrow.
- cancer is real. cancer kills, and yet cancer brings new life, new perspectives, and renewed appreciation for the moments and the people that make up the moments.
- pain is pain is pain. people feel pain in all kinds of ways. and yet although it is different, it is somehow the same.
- i have the best mom ever. she inspires me, she encourages me, she motivates me, she listens to me [talk for hours!], and she loves me no matter what. i am so blessed. and we never run out of things to talk about.
- people are often a lot nicer than they appear.
- one person can make a difference. and one+one+one+thousands make a huge difference. being a part of that is incredible.
- walking 60 miles is not easy. sleeping in tents is not easy. raising $2300+ is not easy. going through cancer is not easy. but it's not supposed to be. and i think there's more to be said about the journey then how easy it was to get to the destination.
- i am so thankful i get to spend eternity with Jesus. i want everyone to know Jesus like we do.

I probably won't be walking this year. :)
But I am so thankful I walked the 2011 San Diego 3-Day for the Cure.
It was a once in a lifetime experience.

If you haven't stepped out of your comfort zone to try something that seems impossible, or at least really hard, I encourage you to step out and try it. Whatever it may be. The journey is worth it.